"How could it end this way? Don't leave me, love me just a little bit longer...."

I want to know why I can't face myself. I can't face everything I've been through I'm scared out of my mind to look back to see why lyes on the ground behind me, what chaos and destruction I have caused. I don't know whats coming and I don't know whats going to come back, My mind is jumping around so much, so many things keep poping up in my mind like "what if" and " I shouldn't have". A normal person would sit and tell you never to regret something that you did; well anything. But for me I will tell you that you can regret everything, really regret it all. You can look at it any way you want, if you have the slightest feeling that you regret it then you do, and you need to accept that into the situtation at hand.
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cody nicole